"are you living your dream?"
I didn't know what to say,
I honestly had to think.
I try to be so many places at the same time
Every day a million things cluttering up my mind.
Another feather falling off my wings
I climb so high it gets hard to breathe
Forget to remember, what I really need."
Have you ever felt this way?
I'm not in a great moment..Since the beginning of the year i started question everything about me..My personality, my friends, my family, my studies..seriously everything.
I try to fill these spaces with new things, do stuff that I was putting off since long time.. Maybe distract myself can make me understand what i want to do!
It's hard, i admit that.. I feel so tired when I stop to think. So i don't do it, i keep moving on without thinking.
And that's a problem! A big one!
Anyway..Let's not get sad, we need positivity! At least, i do! But i'm sure that is the same for everybody. The fact is that i never really thought about me and my future. I wanted to be a doctor since forever, and i did so many sacrifice to get into medical school, but now it's all dark and i can't decide if that's what i truly want. Probably it is, and i just need to question everything to confirm it.
Ok..after my rant, i'll leave with one of the song that "inspire" me this post! Have a lovely night!